boats n hoes

i've been in an odd funk today.
i feel sick all the time.
i've almost puked twice today.

i mean literally gagged.

i'm so turned off of cigarettes.

my heart is disconnected from everyone.

except my room mate.
she's truly my best friend.

listen to me.

I got into a discussion with my room mate as to why she doesn't care about politics.

Me- "It's understandable why you wouldn't know anything about politics. It's never effected you. You've never had to pay taxes or worry about anything. But one day you will. I mean they're above you, regulating how you live your everyday life."

Courtney-"It's hard to explain what kind of person I am. I guess I'll say I only care about people and my relationships with them. Like Into the Wild, I just want to go through life and only care about the people I love. So I don't care about politics."

Me- "What if the government told you who you can love?"

Courtney- ".........yeah"